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and
I was awake, this Earl person who was
I, a big,
nervous trembly guy, and nowhere near
the country
of sleep. The quiet place on the
other side, where
I had to get to if there was any hope
for me. Awake
like an exposed nerve.
Shooting
the Heart
a novel of madness and even
murder
maybe
Author
Paul
Cody
in a conversation
on
Off
the Page
Originally
broadcast
Tuesday,
8/24
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Earl Madden has
been a successful American. Hes
overcome a troubled childhood
darkened among other things by a
mentally-ill father, hes
received his graduate degrees and
been hired to teach American
literature and history at a private
high school in Boston, where hes
married one of his fellow teachers
who was drawn to his loneliness and
eccentricity.
But by the time we meet him in the
opening pages of Shooting
the Heart, its all
come unraveled. Hes lost his
job, hes a resident of a
psychiatric ward being kept under
control with large doses of
anti-psychotic drugs, his wife is
missing, and he thinks
or
perhaps he only thinks he thinks
imagines he thinks
he may have
killed her.
Ithaca novelist Paul Codys
latest tale of a darkness at the
heart of the American Dream dives
ever-deeper into depths hes
explored in his earlier novels; hell
be Tom Milligans guest on the
next edition of Off the Page,
WSKGs forum for writers from
the region. The program will be
broadcast live at 1 pm with listener
calls and email Tuesday Aug. 24,
repeating at 7 pm that evening.
Paul Cody is a master at creating
bleak, sad protagonistspeople
of intelligence and promise who have
somehow gone wrongand then
laying them open to show us how and
why. Earl Madden is the latest in
this line.
Except that the how and the why
remain hidden from himand
hidden largely from us as well, like
the how and why of that lonely but
normal-seeming neighbor suddenly
revealed as a mass murderer. We hear
certain details from his life and we
feel a resonance, a tantalizing hint,
something that gestures toward the
why of what hes done, yet even
the hints taken all together dont
add up to an explanation we can get
our minds around.
For Earl the hints include his deeply
depressed and finally
institutionalized father, a neighbor
who threatens the child Earl with the
ovens of the Holocaust and then
sexually abuses him, an agonizing
sleeplessness, dark impulses toward
sexual predation and fears of
violence toward his wife, and a way
of thinking that seems bizarrely
disjointed, even allowing for the
fact that the Earl who tells us this
tale is heavily medicated. There is
also the preoccupation with American
serial killers and mass murderersTed
Bundy, John Wayne Gacey and Richard
Speck among othersthats
become recurring theme in Codys
protagonists.
Certain intellectual themes, tooBiblical
allusions and references to Walt
Whitman and Governor Winthrops
sermon aboard the Mayflower which
first articulated the idea of the New
World as a place chosen by God for
His City on the Hillgesture in
the direction of an answer to Earl,
and toward something
broken at the very depths of the
milieu in which we live.
Paul Cody as always provides us the
familiar conventions of a novelmajor
and minor characters, a narrative
arc, flashbacks and back-stories and
the chapter divisions we expectbut
this time the conventions do not
comfort.
The narrative arc is interrupted and
fragmented, the flashbacks seem
sometimes to consist of real events
and sometimes of Earls fevered
imaginings, and its not often
clear which is which. The
back-stories are filled with baffling
details and odd references that
resonate with an odd ambiguity much
later.
And like real life, this novel
frustrates our impulse to have it all
explained, to know what
happened to Earl, or Speck, or Gacey,
or any of us, refuses to provide the
kind of comprehensible resolution we
seek for the ends of our storiesand
yet gives us an ending we cannot
forget.
Shooting
the Heart is like riding
a raft through the rapids of a dark
and troubled canyon, in which the
real and the imagined interweave
almost at whim, an almost-familiar
landscape which leaves us only
momentarily certain of where we are.
Not, perhaps, bedtime reading
but a beautifully-written, haunting
evocation of a life of doubt and
horror, as it is so often lived.
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